Saturday, December 02, 2006
okay.. today(friday) went by well i guess....but i really wanted to go for jam n hop...but if i go for it, i wudnt b able to go kak wati's house...the whole time i was thinkin....jam n hop, can c chickies and its a once in a while event...goin cuzzin's kenduri is also once in a while thing for me as i always cant go for the weekends kenduris...haixxx....so after school just now, went to the IT fair at expo...notin much actually...its not as kecohrable as the september one....and nothing much too....but as i n ian walk aimlessly ard expo, i suddenly felt like wantin to get my very own notebook...the cheapest is 999...the cheapest yet the bestest is 1799...its kindda a reasonable price for a lappy....1799....wif the latest and fastest processor(Intel core duo)....LCD screen1GB DDR RAMetc...etc...its INTEL CORE 2 DUO u noe!!!....its the best before the upcoming INTEL QUAD DUO....still considering though....but if i buy a lappy, my whole life savings will be gone for a while....not only that, i need to buy a router at home so that free internet access 24/7....all this need to buy wit my money..coz i noe sis n bro wont help out....haiz....still considering......after EXPO, went to grandlink and played 2 matches wit ian....ian's hero is too gay...tts all i have to say...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~okay....reality check...statiscally, throughout my whole life, everytime i study consistently, i will end up failing that subject...i have no fucking i dea y!!!!i flunged my maths and EDEV quizzes....haix....despite that long hours in school, studying by myself...i still failed this 2 subs...yesterday(thursday) is when i get all my results.....fuck shit...its soo demoralising...but when i went back...ponder...think....what went wrong..i realise my problem....i studied and understand them well...but when the quiz is nearing, i didnt revise as i was overconfident...overconfidence kills...guess now i have to be consistens and also be disciplined and to revise what i have well understood before sitting for the paper....i can do it....aim for this sem....2.9 for GPA....despite fucked up subjects....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~just 1 more week to my birthday....but its also 1 more week++ to the term test...mum... dad...aunt....im 17 soon...and please, when i say i do not want any present...and when i say i do not want any form of celebration...please....i really mean it....i just do not want to spend ur money like when i was young...its pointless...and now that i am working...i buy my own important, entertainment or materialistic needs.....and god..if only i cud be 18 sooner...i juz want my driving license.....bAsH oUtZ~~~
