its wednesday now....
hahas..
13 minutes past wednesday....
decided to blog....
well, ytd, tuesday....
was quite a short boring fucked up day.....
it was PCB test....
its an OK sub lar...
but try doing something that we often do in abt 4-5 hrs into 1 n half hour....
seems impossible rite...
thats y...
n best part we only have 2 excercise....
fucked up subject....
it would really be fucked up if i were to repeat the sem due to this sub...
haiz...
after test, went to TM wit alex,des n fasha....
alex wanna c watch for shasha kinky....
hahahs....
after tt, went LAN at tamp mart...
the best match was the 5V4 match.
we dominated the game...
i dominated the top lane....
despite having only 4 ppl in the team, we still won...
i got soul booster, guinsoo, null talisman and boots of speed...
im using crystal maiden...
alex on the other hand played very gay....
using queen of pain, he had eye of skadi, boots of travel, gem of true sight, aeiges of the immortal...
and if the game continue, he is going to get divine rapier.....
now u noe how gay alex is...
after that went back to school...
went to library....
and i saw PANTAT BEST!!!!
only ian n faris noes hu...
hahas....
she n her fren was sittin behind me....
using the net....
and blog hopping...
hahas....
hmmm...
well, boring ar ytd...
today, have a few plans....
planned to play pool wit shuk n yan....
long time nvr play pool sia....
but they finish like around 4 like tt laar....
means i wud be hangin out wit the asses as they wait for their CDS....
long time ar nvr play pool....
after pool, i think i wud be goin back to loyang mac dees...
n c shahrom....
mighht be the last time seeing him before he gets married and go honeymoon....
so, maybe lepak wit him a while....
2molo he start his of day..
he said, he is goin to batam before getting married...
it was his bro's treat....
hahas...
still rmbr his stories at batam...
the stories is like M 18 lar...
only for mature 18 yr old...
exception for me even im not even 17...
hahas..
its a guy's dirty lil secret lar..
its natural among guys...
hahas...
a number of times before he asked me to join him go PARAMOUNT....
hahas...
im not 18 so i cant enter....
he said, he is really going to enjoy before start to settle down.....
fuckin chics, hostess and all....
true, kinda unfaithful...
but like he said...
kita sebagai insan harus berikan mereka peluang untuk membuat duit.....
hahas...
fuck man....
hmmm.....

well....
need to sleep...
terrible headache....

bAsH oUtZ~~~

friday is enjoy day...
it should be that way for me...
but didnt relli enjoyed...
coz alex is soo fucking GAY!
niwaes...
best food in school...
NASI LEMAK at ITAS!!!!
2 bucks and u will be full for the rest of the whole day...
not to mention its DELICIOUS!!!!
found a new fav dish at ITAS....
hahas....
went to see bro's new house....
it was nearby aunts house...
behind shikin's block....
beside hudzaifah and siti's block...
near TPE!!!....
hahas..
188C....
well, when i went there just now, it reminded me of the past...
u noe..
when i juz shifted to sengkang...
and hanging out with P school frenz....
those were the times...
multi purpose hall juz opp my bro's house is where i use to play soccer...
the carpark nearby reminds me of those times when we played catching....
it made me like wanna meet all my p school frenz again....
firdaus...
hazim...
farhan...
azmi..
mustafa....
huzaifah...
syafiq.....
hilmi....
miss them loads....
and glad to know they are still doing well in life...
hmmm....
when i was walkin around that area...
it juz reminded me of 1999, 2000 and 2001....
childhood memories.....
all the images of back then juz flashes back....
its good to be a kid...
heck...
im still 16!!!
hahas...
im still a kid...
hahas....
hmmm....
bro's house is damn nice, and beautiful... and cozy....
thats all i have to say....
hahas....

bAsH oUtZ~~~

boredom leads to nowhere....
yeah...
curently in cyber centre in school...
waitin for cds...
its gonna be a long 2 hrs later during MOE...
startin to regret takin MOE....
fuck the subject...
today...
slack the whole day....
skip first 2 lesson juz to study maths...
den went for maths test....
fuck man...
i think im gonna flung all the quizzes this week...
haiz...
shit..
need to buck up...
ian the ass is disturbin me rite now...
n askin me to include the fact that he is disturbin me rite now....
gay...
youtube is damn fuck up laggy....
so im like dead boredrite now....
.........
god damn bored!!!!!!!!!!!
well, lets talk about arsenal victory yesterday!!!!
i was like fuckin sleeppy lar when the match was about to start...
den.....
at the 4th minute...
RAFAEL VAN DER VAART scored the first goal....
then, i was like damn awake...
fearin arsenal might out of the champs league this season...
arsenal had lots of good chances in the first half...
not to mention "i forgot who" (if im not wrong, van persie) hit the woodwork....
but hamburg's defence is just too tight to be penetrated....
i almost fall asleep during half time....
but, at the 54th minute, ROBIN VAN PERSIE scored the equaliser...
and then,it seem arsenal still have some hope...
at ard 73rd minute...
a substitution was made...
it was THEO WALCOTT who came in for again i forgot who....
hahas...
at first, he played at the left wing...
nothing much....
but when baptista sub in for freddie,
walcott played in the right wing and that is when arsenal starts to seem more threatening...
the commentator said, asked....
is walcott gonna be a hero for arsenal today...
m answer was YES!!!!
great controll and damn fast pace and speed followed by a brilliant pass towards eboue let arsenal get the second goal and take the lead....
walcott the assist for eboue's goal....
towards the end of the game, walcott created another chance...
blitzkrieg speed and brilliant cross to baptista led arsenal takin the third goal...
i was like god damn happy lar...
3 minutes of stoppage time...
and arsenal won the game....
despite the disappointin performance in the weekend, against newcastle, arsenal still keep being consistant....
and had a great victory....
thats all for today...
CDS startin...

bAsH oUtZ~~~

computer programming was damn fucked up boring!!!!
i end up SS in class wit my own pics...
usually i would crap wit those other four asses of the class when bored...
and at times oso crapped wit fasha n andrea...
but since tung ho took my seat..
and i was late...
was den tottally bored to death!!!!!
hahas...
3 words...
FUCK COMP PROG!!!!!!!






boredom leads to syiok sendiri-ness....
hahas......
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okay...
plans for next week...
i really need to c nabil...
since school started, i didnt even have the chance to go mak's house...
and see my dearest nephew...
NABIL!!!!
nabil now 1 yr plus already....
he grew up soo fast...
so the plan is monday is the day to visit nabil!
after school lar...
even i end at 5....
on tuesday, plan to study in school till late at night again....
its soo damn peaceful lar..
tha i can really study.....
afterall, tuesday got CDS...
planning to go french lecture this time after my MOE...
its been 2 weeks since i go for MOE lec...
n i think i have missed out alot....
and since MOE lect is now at 5...
i think, i will juz attend the lec and after that, me n ian n maybe alex will be going french lecture as planned.....
wednesday...
meetin up wit shuk after school and study at bedok library....
he is having exams this whole upcoming week and next paper on 3rd dec....
so, instead of playin pool, i we'll be studyin together..
afterall, my quizzes are this upcoming week too...
thursday....
hmmm...
coz of MOE, school will be finishing at around 7 at night...
guess like usual, i will be stayin in school studyin and oso usin the com....
friday...
the undecided day...
either goin out wit current classmates...
or goin out wit cuzzins...
still unsure...
afterall, syairah still havent finish her Os....
but nazreen however finishes his A lvls on thurs....
so its still not confirmed...
and about classmates....
we actually planned to catch a movie ytd but there arent any nice movies now...
and also...
fasha n desmond still cant make up their mind ytd....
so me, ian, n alex end up LAN gaming...
so, friday...
will always be a blur....
hahas....
hmmmm....
so, can say, this upcoming week..
i have so much plans....
.....
well...
ouh shit...
look at the time...
im gonna be late for work!!!

bAsH oUtZ~~~

fun day in school...
thursday is fun....
but the most boring was ofcoz Prem and Gerard class...
fucked up boring...
now in school...
gonna study here...
quizzes are coming...


check out this email i got from cuzzie...
hope you people will read this and pass this message around...

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Important info, though, na'uzubillah-himinan-zalik, let's just pray that this will/has not happen to anybody we know or we do not know.

Please pass to all your Muslim friends.

If it is not too much to find out Q2 & Q3 because many Muslims actually get their children marry off once they know that their daughter is carrying anillegitimate child.

A question was asked of the Imam recently, which raised many other questions. I would like to share them with you, as they are very important:

Question 1: What is the correct thing to do when a girl becomes pregnant outside of marriage?
Answer 1: She should not marry anyone until the baby is born.

Question 2: Assuming the father of the child wants to marry her, can he?

Answer 2: No, he cannot marry her, until the baby is born.

Question 3: Is the marriage valid if they did marry?

Answer 3: No, the marriage contract is invalid. A Muslim cannot marry a pregnant woman, even if he is the biological father.

Question 4: If they are already married, after finding out she is pregnant, what should they do now to correct it?

Answer 4: They should separate. She should wait for confirmation that she is not pregnant. They can then marry, as this will be now a legal marriage by Islamic law.

Question 5: What if they don't correct it?

Answer 5: They will still living in a relationship of Zina as the Marriage contract is not valid.

Question 6: What are the rights of the child that was conceived outside marriage?

Answer 6: According to the scholars, the child does not belong to the biological father by Islamic law. Hence, the child cannot inherit anything from the biological father. The biological father also has no rights over the child.

Question 7: If you say that the biological father is not the father by Islamic law, does that mean he cannot be the mahram of his own biological daughter (that is conceived outside marriage)?

Answer 7: Yes, he cannot be her mahram.

Question 8: A Muslim man and a Muslim (or Non-Muslim) woman decides to get married after having lived together, how should they go about it?

Answer 8: They must separate immediately and the woman must wait for one menstrual cycle (To prove she is not pregnant), before they can enter into a Marriage contract.

Question 9: If I know someone that is in this situation, should I tell them about what I have learnt or is it none of my business?

Answer 9: It is your Islamic duty to inform them, so they can rectify their situation, otherwise all the children from that relationship will be born outside an Islamic legal marriage.

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thats about it for today..
bAsH oUtZ~~~

the past week has been great...
started out wit my new haircut!!!!
and i really miss my hair rite now....



aint tt clear...
but juz b4 my haircut, went to the toilet and took a few snaps of myself...
juz incase i miss my hair alot...

hahas...
i only took pic of muah today...
hahas...
atleast, i dont look as gay as before lar.....

hahas...
hmmm....
last friday was great lar.....
went to work in the evening coz had to do closing....
auntie chew guan on leave....
so had to do closin lar...
when went to work...
shahrom said that we goin to do housekeepin again...
meaning....
clear and clean the freezer....
which always take the whole night...
hafiz came too as he needs to paint the cheese hole ceilings...
hahas..
that means after his job, again like last time, help us out wit the freezer...
finished centre isle at ard midnight as couldnt start early due to non stop coming of large groups of customers...
have no idea y man....
so, had my meal of the day after centre isle...
and den start wit the freezer...
shahrom said he was damn hungry and planning to ask hafiz buy food from sempang bedok or sumtin...
but hafiz parkin fee was 3 bucks per entry...
so no point lar....
he kept sayin he was starving...
at around 0030, victor, angeline, all the big bosses n the rest of the crew went home...
shahrom quickly ask me to switch on all the switches for the vets and standby nuggets, spicy and mcwings...
hahas....
so, we cooked a large sum of it!!!
hahas...
the three of us really had a hell of a feast that night...
or shud i say morning...
after havin our feast...
we continue our jobs...
that is clearing n cleaning the walk in freezer....
we finished at ard 4 am....
after done...
went to 7 11 as hafiz wanna buy another box of rokok...
den we lepakzz at the void deck juz opp loyang point till ard 5...
we were talking craps, shits, cocks and alot more craps, shits and cocks....
hahas....
well...
basically, work is how i spend the weekends...
than come monday...
monday are no more blue-ey as timetable for monday is long...
as i have mentioned many times, TP life has been great and is the greatest thing that has ever happened...
on monday....
the best lesson was ofcoz PSPS...
basically coz the 5 asses tt includes me spend the whole day enjoyin bullyin tung ho....
hahahs...
even the PSPS teacher was like askin us to stop bullyin him...
hahas...
than comes yesterday...
tuesday...
it was the most fucked up day coz the whole day was PCBDES....
for 3 damn hours... from 10 - 1....
fucked up lesson man...
since it was soo fucked up, i vent my anger on desmond...
he is one good punching bag...
fucked up lesson...
after PCBDES, we decided to go design school for lunch...
as we were walkin by the corridor of design school...
look at what a creative designer painted...
its such a creative art piece and not to mention it sends a good message...
heres the pic...




do you understand the pic??
ofcoz, perverts and creative people do...
and im under those creative lar..
not the perverts...
hahas...
after lunch played LAN...
fuck sia...
alex keep bullyin me in DOTA....
was suppose to have a match wit ian...
but he had to convert his VCR to a VCD...
after LAN, i met suffian at the cyber centre and he still havent finish converting...
he said he's gonna continue some other day...
so we went for our CDS...
knowing that my MOE lecture is gonna b damn boring, i joined ian at psychology lecture....
juz to chek it out...
and oso check out the girls..
hahas....
and guess wad...
psycho is much more fun and entertaining den my CDS...
....
wednesday...
today.....
now....
damn school is fun...
i stayed in school till 8++ juz now...
studyin in school....
god damn i love the peace in school....
and thnx to the peace...
i know tut 1-3 for maths....
tut 1-5 for edevckt....
and start to pick myself up in dfunds2....
m gonna be soo prepared for next week quizes...
yeah!!!
well...
i need to shit rite now....
my shit is like at the tip of my anal hole...
goin to burst out...
hahas...

nature calls...

bAsH oUtZ~~~

Location: School Library...
hahas...
yeah...
im in school library...
i juz finished self studying...
i have to say, studying alone is much more better n much more berfaedah den going home...
coz at home, my room will be controlled by bro...
so i cant study in room...
the living room is conquered by parents...
the dapur, is such an uncondusive place....
so, i study in school!!!
afterall, i will be pushed around and nagged at at home....
so whats the point...i told my mum im gonna stay in school to study by myself...
yeah...
so tts y...
juz now, saw sharifah at level 6 library...
ouh she was soo adorable...
me n the asses of 08 juz went in project room 6...
but it was already earlier booked by sharifah and her friends...
hahas...
earlier, i saw HER...
hahas..
at itas canteen...
hahas...
hmmm...
school was great today...
i passed my maths bonus quiz...
15/20...
happy wit tt coz i didnt revise before the test...
coz bro n dad n sis conquered the net at home..
yeah....
hmmm...
i hope i wont get another warning latter for being late juz now...
i was like 20 mins late for maths tutorial and i realised that the teacher didnt mark attandence after i came....
please god, i juz want a clean record...
just like how i use to have when i was in sec 3....
hmmm....
1 more month to my birthday....
exactly 1 more month!!!
hahas...
looking back at this whole year....
there are lots of ups and downs....
downs, was like when i fought alot with my ex..
and when she asked for break....
haiz...
it was soo sad...
and also when i just started workin and was always disappointin managers like shahrom....
but serious ar...
the saddest was the break up lar...
i just dont know what happens....
and i was like soo messed up after she asked....
soo messed up....
soo angry....
but deep inside i still love her and cherish every small moments we had together....
haiz...
best part, she made me soo messed up when i just started a new life in temasek poly....
becoz of that, i was always daydreaming in class and always tryin to figure out what actualli happen.....
and howmany sleepless nights i had about it...
behind my smile and laughs last sem was a gayy ass mutherfuckin asshole who is shattered and broken into pieces....
but thank god i manage to perah minyak at the end of the sem and made it to sem1.2!!!
that is mainly my downs...
my ups???
well.....
started out from my birthday itself last year....
got to see my ex and had a memorable lunch wit her....
also went to istanbul during my hols after O level...
such a great place..
full of history and chics and brilliant cuisines...
next wud be earning the whole full trust of my parents....
getting all the managers' trust and belief in me...
that was when i started to enjoy workin days...
ofcourse, the start of life in temasek poly...
starting a new life....
getting to c eye candies like almost every single day of life....
getting a good results for semestral exams despite how crushed i was.....
gettin to sem 2 and enjoyin every single moment of it...
ouh yeah...
not to forget gettin a new phone n an MP3 earlier.. around june like tt....
alot more lar.....
all thanks to temasek poly, im enjoyin every second that ticks in life....
like wad desmond said....
now is the peak of our life.....
that is how im feeling rite now....
yeah....
gonna b 17 in a month time....
yay....
but 17...
big deal...
notin much u can do when still 17...
hmmm....
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ok, last night, i went to ultimate guitar....
and check out taabs n chords of favourite songs....
or atleast songs that sticks in my head for the past 16++ years....
it really give me flash backs of life...
songs connects us to our pasts....
hmmm.....
well....
i guess thats all i have to say for now...
currntly cant think straight coz hafiz keep askin whether i wanna go work later tonight...
paint the ceilings....

well....
blog again when free....
bAsH oUtZ~~~

my gosh... its fuckin difficult to get hold of the computer nowadays...
even if noone usin PC, bro or sis sureli surin the net...
so no point switchin the pc on as bro n sis got their own lappy...
alot happen this week...
but the most memorable day was wednesday...
it was when i saw HER again..
who is she???
the place where i frequently c her is at the school library....
WHO IS SHE!!!!
that girl...
WHO IS SHE???
i really wanna noe....
last sem, when term test are around, went to study at library 8th floor....
that was when i first saw her...
but everytime i see her, it wasnt at a nice place where i can approach comfortably....
WHO IS SHE!!!
that time...
i remembered...
it was during the study break....
and i was studyin in the library for main exam....
and she was like in project room 9!!!
i saw her..
givin me such a sweet smile...
or was she smilin at some other ppl???
but if she were smilin at someone else, y did she smiled the past wednesday when she appeared just infront of my face....
hmmm....
but damn...
her smile amazes me.....
haiz...
her CDS is jap i think...
coz when i was waitin for ian at business skl...
i saw her leavin the first LT in business school where there was jap lecture....
hmmmm....
well...
hope fate let us meet again....
ok...
im being soo gay here...
hahas..
well..
fuck it...

bAsH oUtZ~~~