well......
it was raining since 4 am in the morning....
yeah... i slept at 2 n was woken up at 4 by the sound of thunder...
and the rain that drops on my face as i was sleepin juz beside the window...
yeah....
so i wen to my bed and continue sleeping.....
suddenly, i woke up at ard 6 in tha morning again....
my bro juz came back from work.....
he is like ultraman+superman for working damn long hours...
but when his pay slip comes, it is a total different story....
his overtime is like overwhelming man....
and its like 2 times more than his basic....
honestly speaking, i can consider him as RICH....
hahah.....
but i woke up for only a few seconds before falling asleep again due to the coldness of the weather....
the weather just makes my body much more cooler, relaxed and eyes heavier....
so i continue sleeping till 9....
woke up and dont noe whether i shud get ready for teacher's day or juz go back to sleep...
the ain just makes my body heavy and stuck on the bed......
so i juz continue sleeping....
when i woke up and sort of panicked coz it was 1030....
although pannicking, 3/4 of my entire self told me to stay in bed....
such great weather to sleep with....
yeah...
but juz woke up and get ready to meet my frenz..... n go together to skl...
but one by one said meet in school....
so its left with me n luqman to go skl together.....
but still....
main purpose is to c my dearest ex form teacher and give her a present....
yeah...
so i was in school....
yeah met some old frenz...
the concert was boring when i got there....
what can u expect from seranGOONs...
haha....
no offence peepz...
i was also from tt lame school....
in school....
met some ex teachers and old frenz....
was quite fun.....
laughed at lame jokes....





then after all that, i n man went LAN gaming....
haha....
played warcraft and than FIFA....
after an hour plus LAN gaming, we headed to singapore EXPO...
check out comex IT fare....
i collected flyers and brochures coz i noe my bro surely wants them....
he and his brilliant idea of always modifying the computer....
and also i want to buy a memory card for my phone and also a thumb drive for future use...
it was quite cheap....
luqman was surveying for MP3s....
he ends up buying Creative Zen V Plus....
its an MP4...
haha.....
you know whats the best part....?
luqman bought his MP4 paying by NETS....
and after keying his pin, the second he pressed enter, the whole EXPO went black out......
haha....
great huh....
only after some time, when we were walking towards the MRT station, the power were restored...
than...
i and man went to airport for dinner.....
ate at POPEYE's
and after dinner...
we went home.....
as usual, im stuck infront of the computer till now....
me signing off.....
bAsH oUtZ~~~

ok....
havent got the chance to update for the past few days....
due to...
BZNESS+TIREDNESS+EXAMS
haha....
yeah....
today is tuesday.....
not just any tuesday....
its the end of my exams thus starting my 1mth plus hols....
yay....
wait....
should i be happy????
or upset????
well for 1 thing is that i cudnt c cute girls in school....
hahaz.....
another thing is that boredom is gonna loom in my life throughout this whole hols....
haiz......
well....
the good thing is im gonna start anew this hols...
gonna forget the holdbacks of life that has been in the past semester....
u noe...
her....
welll......
a new amir bashirudin is going to be out by the start of the semester...
SEMESTER 1.2!!!!
yeah....


hmmm....
lets see what happened today....
today was DFUNDS paper...
my most favourite subject...
hope i could score in this sub....
well the paper was quite easy....
hope there are no silly careless mistakes i make.....
wanna get atleast 1 A among the 3 subs i take.....
hopefully lar can get it......
after the paper, i n suffian n alex went LAN gaming....
as usual...
alex played like pussy.....
everytime my hero goes to him he runs away....
like a pussy.....
haha....
but his last hero was good lar...
only our last game he didnt played pussy....
and fight like a true man....
haha.....
well.....
im indulged with DEMON WITCH!!!!....
haha.....
then went home at around 8....
it was a long n boring journey home...
and what more need to buy telor and dynamo for mum....
so... went to compass point first before home....
after buying those stuff...
was walking home when suddenly someone pushed me from the back....
shock sia...
when i turned it was desmond the ah beng....
haha....
chicken sia he...
he chased me sia...
haha......
den at home...
went online... till now...
now...
watchin life as we know it....
and recording it too....
haha...
well its the last episode ar....
so must record.....

YTD.....
i only have 2 words for yesterday....

haha....
it was CKT paper yesterday....
it was ok.....
but the problem is, although knowing every formula and steps to answer question....
it is difficult to apply them....
well....
hopefully i can still get decent grades....
after the paper, me,ian,alex,desmond and faris went to th SA room....
thought of wanting to studying there....
but we end up slacking and totally chilling....
not to forget CRAPPING!!!!!!haha....
we crapped alot the 5 of us...
that is what made the class havoc-ish.....
haha.....
hopefully next sem all will still be in the same class.....
yeah....
and here is a pic of us in the lift goin to the SA room in the SDC building....


haha....
the beloheads....
welll.....
that is all i guess....
it has been a great sem overall...
hopefully it wud be better next sem....
new sem...
new subs....
new obstacle...
new life...
new begining....

thats all i guess....
update again 2molo....
wanna watch alexandria now....
bAsH oUtZ~~~~

VANESSA CARLTON
"White Houses"

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day

Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last

It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses

My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake

Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses

And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses [x3]

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

well didnt noe what the song is about till what alex told me....
its basically about a girl or maybe the singer herself having sex for the first time
and regretting about it.....
read the lyrics and ponder about it....
dont believe den juz ask me.....

bAsH oUtZ~~~

holidays are here.....
its been a fun semester that has just past....
but behind my laughs and joy is the soft gay side crying.....
the lost of her.....
they say new school new life...
how cud it b posible if it happened right at the begining...
she said we cud still b frenz.....
but i realise she is really avoiding ALL my conversation.....
she would only talk to me if she wants to know something about my frenz....
it seems befriending with u is also impossible....
she is pissed everytime i chat with her....
FUCK ALL THIS SHITS....
holidays started....
new sem gonna start.....
its time to really start anew....
no more her.....
fucking irritating and heartbreaking.....
fuck it....
juz shuddup and listen.......

well...
today i juz have 2 words to say.....


today went to 3 main places....
in the morning went to orphanage to send food over there.....
next is went to national library to study there....
after that went for dinner at PS.....
went to national library around 1:30...
as usual studied wit the belos......
suffian the ass...
alex the gay.....
desmond the ah beng....
we studied CKT(circuit analysis) as monday is the exam....
ckt is an easy subject to score as long as you know the formulas.....
even if your answer is wrong, 3/4 of the marks is rewarded for the formulas....
but the thing is the circuits they give is very complicating.....
thats y i say.....


haha.....
but today i really learnt how to do loop analysis, superposition n thevenin theorem....
due to the practise i had juz now......
we studied till around 7....
at 7 we stop n crapped....
haha....
suffian n alex was talking about getting a job.....
putting up with their craps, wen walked to PS.....
suffian almost got knocked down by a car becoz of his stupidity.....
if he got knocked down, i donno whether to laugh at him or to panic.....
hahaha.....
den went to PS to have dinner....
but all the fast foods were like packO......
luckily when we reached long john, there is a girl juz about to leave the place...
thus having an empty table for us....
at long john... a few craps happened....
first crap was tha alex kept farting....
ass sia tt guy....
even when eating he was like farting...
next was when queuing for food, alex asked me to say that his drink change to ice lemon pee....
soo i keep saying ice lemon pee to the cashier.... but i dont think he give a damn...
den alex wanna prank me and suffian lar....
he put the chilli sauce at the plate and put a small piece of crust at the centre of the puddle of the sauce....
and told suffian that he can make smoke appear....
then asked suffian to put his hand juz above the sauce....
knowing that alex is gonna do some crap...
suffian pulled away his hand juz when alex tried to hit ian hand to the sauce...
but then the prank backfired and alex was the one whohit his own hand on the sauce....
and we were like laughing at alex loudly...
and everyone was like looking at us....
hahaha.....
but its damn funny lar....
haha...after that we went home....
from the minute i got home till now, im like stuck infront of the comp......
well....
that is all for today.....
wanna watch tottenham vs everton game now....

bAsH oUtZ~~~~~

MUSE
"Invincible"

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright
'Cause there's no one like you in the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
And whatever they say
Your souls unbreakable

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

During the struggle
They will pull us down
Please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible

dear diary....
well, i did enjoy myself today....
the day started of with me wakin up n doing the same routine in the morning..
wake up....
bathe....
MTV, star signs.....
paris hilton lame video......
gettin ready........
left house......
waited for bus.....
in bus with the song fall apart and casmido and build god, then talk and ofcoz invinceble.....
reach skl quite early today.....
10:00:34 was the time on the millenium clock of school....
haha.....
and as usual, went to 6th floor of library.....
saw henry the god and his frenz studying....
so i went to project room 8 n study there....
like after ard 20 mins, went out to ask hery qns wen saw andrea in project room 6.....
so after ask henry the han ns, went to join andrea....
den talk crap wit her till the rest of them come...
suffian came anit late today i donno y....
so did alex and desmond.....
they came abit late...
first to come to join me n andrea was alex the gay.....
den after 15-20 mins came desmond the ah beng.....
after some time......
suffian the ass joined....
so we studied till ard near 2pm...
when red joined us...
but pity him coz wen he join us we are abt to go for lunch....
so ard 215 went lunch.....
the surprising thing is that we had lunch for a very long time and did not realise how fast times passes by....
after lunch and talkin crap, it was near 4.....
damn fast sia....
den we went back library...
but no place to continue wit revision.....
so we went to the SDC......
at level 3.....
juz behind library.....
below the level where there is student lounge.....
it was kindda quiet there till we came in...
haha....
so as usual, we studied and also crapped.....
den once again took video of our craps....
haha....
by 7, suffian and alex need to leave....
so its left wit me and desmond there.....
we stayed there for another hour than we left....
on our way home, we stopped at century square coz nei ji asked me to buy her the SPECIAL calculator....
but it was out of stock...
so desmond recommended at compass point although its kindda ex there lar....
so went to compass point popular.....
bought the SPECIAL calculator for 31 coz desmond have the popular card.....
so, its still a good investment for 3 yrs lar.....
den, received news tt NURUL MAIDEEN is out of the competition....
f*ck the voters man....
joakim is the one who should be out.....
shit man.....
my dear nurul out....
haiz.....
well, what to do ritez.....
after all that...
reach home.....
took off clothes and stuck infront of the com till now.....
haha....
so thats it for today.....
need to continue with revision now.....
all the best dear me.....

bAsH oUtZ~~~

BLINK 182
"What Went Wrong"

{tom}
I'm sick of always hearing
All the sad songs on the radio
All day it is there to remind an over sensitive guy
That he's lost and alone, yeah

I hate our favorite restaurant, favorite movie, our favorite show
We would stay up all through the night
We would laugh and get high
And never answer the phone

I can't forgive
Can't forget
Can't give in what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life

I'm sick of always hearing
Sappy love songs on the radio
This place is fucking cursed in its plague
And I can never escape when my heart it explodes

I can't forgive
Can't forget
Can't give in what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life

I'm kicking out fiercely of the world around me
What went wrong {x4}

I'm kicking

VERONICAS
"When It All Falls Apart"

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, ashame)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up (out) where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended

dear diary....
what did i learn today???....
firstly, i learnt that the proving problem in maths is always able to be proved...
haha...
like duhh...
next is that i lean about functions and that now i have no more doubts.....
next is i did 1 and a half past year papers juz now....
haha....
yeah....
after lunch, i leant alot about CKT especially THEVININ THEORAM!!!!...
finally undaerstood it....
thnx soo much to tan soon kee....
the gay teacher tt alex is in love wit...
haha....
overall today was ok lar......
abit fun n abit dull....
fun coz as usual laugh alot coz of craps from suffian and alex....
but abit dull....
juz donno y lar....
haha.....
well....
gonna watch idol show now.....
update again 2molo nitez.....

loving my dear diary....
bAsH oUtZ~~~

dear diary...
haha.....
its a fun day today....
it was relli fun studying....
although the day started off bad...
woke up like 930 sia...
wen i told my frenz i'll b in skl at 9++..
haha....
woke up at 930 n like left house ard 1015....
tt one nvm lar....
from 1015, waited for bus like 20 mins to 1/2 hour...
tiring sia wait for tt bus wen its intervel shud be like 5-7 mins....
tt one still nvm tau...
wen the bus came, its like packO giler.....
mendaks sial....
den have to squeeze lar....
squeeze nvm.....
bus bau PENGZ lagik....
haiz....
wad a way to start the day....
but the minute reach skl, was like relaxed abit lar....
went to normal place...(lvl6 of library)....
den saw all my classmates there...
henry, ching yung, ming jia, samantha and kat.....
den juz walk ard lvl 6 to find place to sit lar...
den saw andrea in a project room.....
so joined her den along came suffian and alex....
den, nei ji oso joined us...
well, not onli studied alot...
but oso joke alot lar...
haha.....
den oso sing tt song, if ur not the one, the chorus part...
haha....
den after tt ard 1++ went to have lunch....
went to design again...
sian ar always eat at design skl....
coz design skl onli got 1 shop tt is like halal....
den mcm like muak lar always eat the same thing....
den,2++ desmond came n meet us at design canteen.....
chicken, he like chao ah beng sia the hair...
but nice ar..
haha.....
he relli got the pai kiah look lar....
but he cant stop laughing lar so wont look tt fierce...
haha...
so desmond joined us n we go back study at library...
but at that time the whole library from lvl 2 all the way to 8 was like packO lar.....
andrea said TP ppl is very kiasu....
i think tts true lar...
i mean if it was like sec skl, everyone is still playin afool wen exams coming...
but u c tp ppl, even, mats, minahs, paikiahs, ahbengs, ah lians all kiasu...
can c them studying in skl even wen its not sklin....
soo good sia...
or maybe they had juz matured more...
haha....
so we end up at lvl 4, studying at lvl 4....
the most peaceful lvl in the library at that time....
haha.....
den, suffian n alex joined us back after their oxygen....
actualli suffian onli lar...
alex went to lan shop....
so we studied till 7++ in the evening befor finally packed and went home....



thinkin abt a logarithm problem.....

haha.... so went back home after tt....
at home, had dinner while watching life as we know it.....
n after that, infront of my dearest computer.....
how today is gonna end is gonna b a questionmark for now....
maybe i will be continuing wit mahts....
maybe i will juz sleep coz of tireness.....
haha....
i'll c how it ends....

ouhwell...
bAsH oUtZ~~~~

today... today was okays...
went to skl early in tha morning and use the library computer...
coz i reach early thus usin skl com to pass time...
while waiting for my frenz, snap some boredom pics of meeeee......
hahah


i noe... lame...
haha......
den went down to lvl 6 of library and waited there...
den alex n andrea appeared...
after that, suffian came....
den, along cam nei ji n kaung....
haha....
basically, the whole day i studied maths....
coz maths is this friday....
n oso i dont noe alot for maths....
haiz, startin to hate the sub i use to love most....
we studied till ard 4++ n after tt, i ian n alex went to free access computer lab....
surf ard the net we did.....
den was on the way home......
think of her i did....
god, sumtimes i hate her but some times i juz simply love her....
she who is the cause of my procrastination these days....
haiz....
thinkin of her wen listenin to the song u fucked up my life by blink....
could relli connect to the song...
haiz....
wish there was a proper explanation for everything....
haiz....

den now, im like infront of computer and watchin monday night laughs....
haha...
after this wud b HIKMAH....
yay.....




YESTERDAY...........
wow, damn tiring day man ytd....
woke up in the morning start wit a few works....
u noe lar, my bro's engagement....
n help prepare afew of the foods.....
haha...
look at these foods man....
damn nice u noe.....





tempting ritez....
haha.....

check out tis pic.....



haha....
i noe its lame n kindda tak tahu malu lar....
but someone from the girls side said i look like arman from hikmah....
haha....
wen i think of it...
haha....
have no say lar.....
tts not the only comment lar....
wen my mum and aunt's frenz came they said i look slimmer and more handsome...
n some say i look lawa...
my first thought was like, im not a girl..
but the next thought, i was like well.... i noe....
haha....
and alot of time i was like kembang lar....
hahaz....
hmmmm....
den at night....
damn man MAN UTD won 5-1....
i dont noe if im enjoyin the game or juz simply pissed....
but must admit lar....
they played so well, MAN UTD....
but still, jiwa tetap arsenal...
haha...
Theo Walcott was a blast on saturday....
i juz dont noe y he dont get to play for the world cup wen the news around him was like soo much lar....
well...
all hail Theo Walcott...
he is the next but far better, Thiery Henry....
well....
tts all i have to say for now....
till 2molo my dear diary...

bAsH oUtZ~~~

ok.. finally its done... my blog is done.. hahahah
well, special thnx to tze choong, jahan, and nurul....
thnx for the tag board my sweetheart choong...
haha... im not gay...
thnx for guiding me to start a blog dear jahan.....
owe u lots...
n thnx for guiding me in blogskins.com nurul...
owe u one too....
n oso, u r young n cant noe the meaning of grostulation.....
hahahaha........

phew... finally... can relax for a while....
havent bathe n smelly now.....
juz woke up and have to start doing chores....
tired rite now....
its lunch time now and still havent had breakfast.....
but well, im not relli hungry aniwaes....
juz drank one whole packet of choc milk....
gonna continue updating if got the time......


hmmmm.....
im gonna b very bz till 29th august....
if im online i may not reply to all u peeps....
gonna b bz coz of my bro's engagement and also the upcoming semestral exams....
till this weekend is over, im gonna b bz wit chores....
after this weekend, gonna "perah minyak" for exams....
so gonna b bz till last paper of exams....
so... sorry guyz if i dont reply u all if u c me online....
nevertheless, juz beep me if anitinks up....

bAsH oUtZ~~~

first day n first time of this...still under construction.... haha... jahan help me wit this... im like still a noob... thnx lots dear jahan... owe u lots..... since still noob will b trying out stupid stuffs... so dont laugh at my blog aitez for the moment... for now tryin to upload pics... haha....







some sweet memories of secondary school.... miss those times....