Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Location: School Library...
hahas...
yeah...
im in school library...
i juz finished self studying...
i have to say, studying alone is much more better n much more berfaedah den going home...
coz at home, my room will be controlled by bro...
so i cant study in room...
the living room is conquered by parents...
the dapur, is such an uncondusive place....
so, i study in school!!!
afterall, i will be pushed around and nagged at at home....
so whats the point...i told my mum im gonna stay in school to study by myself...
yeah...
so tts y...
juz now, saw sharifah at level 6 library...
ouh she was soo adorable...
me n the asses of 08 juz went in project room 6... but it was already earlier booked by sharifah and her friends...
hahas...
earlier, i saw HER...hahas..
at itas canteen...
hahas...
hmmm...
school was great today...
i passed my maths bonus quiz...15/20...
happy wit tt coz i didnt revise before the test...coz bro n dad n sis conquered the net at home..yeah....hmmm...i hope i wont get another warning latter for being late juz now...i was like 20 mins late for maths tutorial and i realised that the teacher didnt mark attandence after i came....please god, i juz want a clean record...just like how i use to have when i was in sec 3....hmmm....1 more month to my birthday....exactly 1 more month!!!
hahas...looking back at this whole year....there are lots of ups and downs....downs, was like when i fought alot with my ex..and when she asked for break....haiz...it was soo sad...and also when i just started workin and was always disappointin managers like shahrom....but serious ar...the saddest was the break up lar...i just dont know what happens....and i was like soo messed up after she asked....soo messed up....soo angry....but deep inside i still love her and cherish every small moments we had together....haiz...best part, she made me soo messed up when i just started a new life in temasek poly....becoz of that, i was always daydreaming in class and always tryin to figure out what actualli happen.....and howmany sleepless nights i had about it...behind my smile and laughs last sem was a gayy ass mutherfuckin asshole who is shattered and broken into pieces....but thank god i manage to perah minyak at the end of the sem and made it to sem1.2!!!
that is mainly my downs...
my ups???
well.....
started out from my birthday itself last year....got to see my ex and had a memorable lunch wit her....also went to istanbul during my hols after O level...such a great place..full of history and chics and brilliant cuisines...next wud be earning the whole full trust of my parents....getting all the managers' trust and belief in me...that was when i started to enjoy workin days...ofcourse, the start of life in temasek poly...starting a new life....getting to c eye candies like almost every single day of life....getting a good results for semestral exams despite how crushed i was.....gettin to sem 2 and enjoyin every single moment of it...ouh yeah...not to forget gettin a new phone n an MP3 earlier.. around june like tt....alot more lar.....all thanks to temasek poly, im enjoyin every second that ticks in life....like wad desmond said....now is the peak of our life.....that is how im feeling rite now....yeah....gonna b 17 in a month time....yay....but 17...big deal...notin much u can do when still 17...hmmm....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ok, last night, i went to ultimate guitar....and check out taabs n chords of favourite songs....or atleast songs that sticks in my head for the past 16++ years....it really give me flash backs of life...songs connects us to our pasts....hmmm.....well....i guess thats all i have to say for now...currntly cant think straight coz hafiz keep askin whether i wanna go work later tonight...paint the ceilings....well....blog again when free....bAsH oUtZ~~~
