Monday, September 25, 2006
ok.. was BZ the past 2 days...so cant write in entries...friday...another sad thing happened on friday as my uncle passed away...pity my cuzzins and my aunt...so i have to take urgent leave from work and me n bro n mum went to my cuzzin hs after friday prayers..hmmm...over there... i met an old fren..hafiz...my madrasah classmate a yr ago...he was amizan's cuzzin...his late dad's side...after maghrib...me n family went to cik ebot's house as she held kenduri due to late tok adam's passing away a week ago...wen back at around 1 am in the morning..too tired to blog... thus i juz sleep...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~yesterday(saturday)nothing much happened actually...juz that i woke up like around noon...and juz lay in bed and watch tv n wait for time to pass....yeah..after that, went to work.....as usual, finish at around 1045..ate and chat wit khairi after work...he crapped about his NP stuff..haha...den went home lor...when reach home, as usual, i rot infront of the com....but i didnt blog coz was juz too tired..i even dont chat wit ppl although im online....so i juz look at tabs....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~today(sunday)haha...yay...first day of puasa..donno y the hell im excited about it...again notin much happen...juz tt i watch tv the whole day..and den ard 3 left for work...den finish as usuall, 1030...hmmmm...my life is gettin boring...hahas...but as i surf the net just now...i read about the conspiracy of the breakin up of BLINK 182!!!!it wasnt relli in detailed....but its juz tt i have no idea y tom suddenly was disconnected wit the other 2...and got one part.. travis says....last yr, they wanted to perform for the tsunami mercy relief thingy...den as they are preparing to go, tom didnt turn up...tom didnt even called them to tell them y he didnt turn up...den tom's manager called mark n travis...saying that tom dont want to go for the mercy relief thingy as heok..im not good at rewriting or summarising..so, not to make it sound bad...i juz copy wad i read about them...."'No It Isn't' is about coming out a year later and telling the truth. About being like, 'Yeah, we were on our way to go play a tsunami benefit (Music for Relief: Rebuilding South Asia)', and Tom didn't call, but his manager did, and he said that Tom couldn't contain his shit long enough to play a song for people who were suffering, which was pretty sad to me."And obviously we weren't going to say anything bad about him while we were recording our record, but now that it's done, we are gonna talk about it. For a year, people were saying that what Tom did was valid or called for. It eats at you. So maybe you have to talk about it, and maybe you have to write a song about it." haha... read this from ultimate guitar webby lar actualli.... yeah... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ last night... before sleeping... after talkin to pussy on the phone... i sort of feel relli sad n almost cry man... haiz... almost cried coz i still miss her... fuck man.. everytime i move a fucking step up in moving on.... i fell 2 steps back.... fucked up feelings haunting me... but have to say i dont miss her as much as 3 months back.. 3-4 months to b more accurate..... at times i juz wonder what have i done wrong.... was i juz a pussy??? or did i do something wrong.... this is the fucked up feelings when there are no proper closure... fuck.... haix... lets not talk about that lar... lets talk about singapore's education system!!! another fucked up thing... well, ytd my bro talked alot about gettin a degree from university of newcastle... its fuckin ex man... 37k for the whole course... thats not the disappointment... the main disappointment is the standard of the university in singapore..... its damn high lar... and only top 5% of cohort is eligible for local Us... this is for poly lar.. top 5% means that you have to get distinction for all the subject throughout 3yrs of poly life... difficult rite... but fuck that lar... singapore Us dont have the similar course that i am taking in TP... but fuck rite... 37k to get another cert... fuck man... fuck fuck fuck.... i mean if singapore Us are much more easier to get in, i wudnt have to think much about where to get a huge sum of money on another cert... fcuk the education system... but wadeva the thing is.... i love school!!! haha... well.. donno wad else to add on lar... tts about it i guess... bAsH oUtZ~~~
