Saturday, September 30, 2006
cant blog ytd coz reach home soo late, tired and bro's usin da net.... so im sorry dearest diary... hmmmm... nothing much happened ytd.... early in tha morning went to gym wit shuk.... after that... haha... setan telah menghasut kami... and we didnt go friday prayers... hahas.... i had to rush home early coz i havent done the chores my mum ask me to for the past week... so before going work, i did my chores.... yeah was tiring... n guess wad, i came to work an hour late.... but luckily the manager on shift was shahrom and he dont relli mind.... hmmm... finished work actually around 10:45.... but stayed untill midnight chattin wit shahrom... poor him stuck at mac dees even having a dip in electronics.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ thinking about my future is really stressful... u need to be rich to suceed in life.... i m thankful especially to have a family having a stable finance status... but if only we have that extra cash, im sure my bro n even me in the future could have a very recognised degree.... its fucked up that we see singapore employin more foreign talents. yes its the benefits for the country... but dont they have faith in their own citizens?? wads the point den to say "OUR PEOPLE ARE THE ONLY SOURCE OF FUTURE ACHIEVEMENTS"??? yes.. we do not have raw materials.. yes... we do not have enough land to invest on.... yes we use to need foreign talents... but now... our people are much more educated.... our country use to say we need to depend on the people as it is the only thing we have... even being very educated, lots of singaporeans are still trying their best to look for jobs here... hmmm... im so afraid to go forward to the future... shahrom told me if i have planned to b a lecturer den juz go forward n try my best... coz once after NS, its the last chance... the choice im going to make after NS determines my future... haiz.... life... y is life soo stressful??? fuck man... cant wait for skl... miss my poly lifee... i love my poly life... it is soo stress free... and it can counter stress..... like hady mirza said about life in Temasek Poly... its the best time of my life... its damn true... temasek poly is the best... yeah... hmmm.... to think about getting $37k juz for a degree... haiz.. life is soo stressful.... i guess i juz have to enjoy my life to the fullest now... i hope i will figure things out along the way... bAsH oUtZ~~~
